Im smiling
Im fooling around
Im laughing.
But does anyone know Im broken and hurting on the inside?
Really hate being emo during this festive period.
No matter how hard I try
No matter how soft I try
It still comes back to haunt me.
Such a simple note could make me shed a tear.
Am I being naive or stupid?
Perhaps both.
Im here asking the same question over and over again.
Can I do this all over again with 100%?
I dont think so.
But I will try my best.
Lets pray and hope for the best.
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Just because your standing still doesnt mean the world aint moving.
Do you believe in second chances?
Do you believe in miracles?
Do you believe what is destiny?
Give love a chance. And you may discover many many unseen things.
Lets just hope that I get it right after such a terrible terrible failure.
Your just digusting to watch.
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Not all things are dead.
Not all worms are bad.
Not all flowers are poisonous.
Please understand my decision.
May I get it right this time.
Will You follow me?
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Im not being the super goody goody little boy trying to spread religion in this post.
No matter what religion you believe in.
Or some cases. You dont believe in.
Prayer is always the strongest weapon or faith or believe in any religion
We pray when we are in need of help.
We pray when we are in trouble.
We pray when we are in despair.
We pray when we are happy.
We pray when we are sad.
And there are alot of reasons to pray.
You may disagree with me.
But its still MY blog and MY opinion.
Everytime you say a prayer.
Asking for divine intervention or gifts thats you cant afford.
Don't you feel relax?
In times of trouble and uncertainty.
Don't you feel assured?
How amazing is a prayer?
Try it yourself and you will know the anwser.
Dear Father,
Tonight is the 14th of December of 2010.
Its the day that my broadband limit was removed and restarted.
Thank you.
I would also like to pray for my family and relatives as well.
As we are in times of uncertainty about the economy.
I pray and hope that things will return normal and smiles could be restored.
I also pray for the well-being of all the ones on earth.
Be it people I know or don't know.
I pray that Father you will embrace those who are in pain, sorrow, sadness and in need of help
Grant them wisdom and the heart to solve their obstacles easily and smoothly.
I also pray for my friends that may achieve what they aim and trying to achieve.
Father I would also like to pray that my car can get fix as soon as possible as there are more and more problems to my beloved car.
But Father. In addition I would like to pray for a special few because I care about them
Victor,Mun Yee,Peikzhi,Melvin,Darren,Gareth,Elaine,Arry,Paco,Kelvin,Felicia
I pray that Father will grant them journey mercy as they travel back and forth from destination from destination.
And for Chee Ann,SiewHui,Josh,Eric,William,Joaquin.
That Father you will take care of them and watch over them so that they dont get into serious trouble.
And the last but not least Father.
I pray for You.
In You I place my faith and trust.
Amen.
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First and foremost I would like to sincerely apologize for the long hiatus.
Haven't had the time nor gave the effort to keep this blog updated.
I am not going to give you some whacky reason.
But I am just going to be straight forward.
I was lazy and inspiration was really low to write anything.
It is now 1st of November. 3.19Am. A beautiful Monday *early* morning.
Was on my laptop watching movies that I downloaded.
There were many movies to choose from but in the end there was only 2 movies that caught my attention.
That was Green Zone and She's Out Of My League.
It was a clear choice which movie I wanted.
If it was under normal circumstances.
I would clearly and without doubt went for the action movie rather than the romantic/comedy movie.
But something in my heart.
*I aint making this up*
Said to me.. hey why don't give the romantic movie a try.
Its not like I was in romance or in love okay.
and Queenie is my imaginary girlfriend. =)
This movie is highly recommended in my personal opinion.
Its really a nice romantic / comedy movie.
This movie taught me 3 things.
1. Always be yourself.
How many times in your life you had become a different person just to impress someone?
Is life about getting praises and applause from people?
I don't know about YOU.
But to tell you the truth.
I have..
I act like a complete doofus. A total banana.
But its the real and the sincere you who really makes who you are!
Always remember that!
It is hard to follow other people.
but its easy to be yourself.
Go ahead. Choose your way. =)
2. Have confidence.
There are unarguable proof that life has its ups and down.
One moment your flying.
But the other could mean your on the ground or under the sea.
Life is like that.
Who ever said its gonna be easy?
But. Who also said its gonna be hard?
Its just your perspective and how you look at things.
Have that courage to do what you feel right and don't let negative things stop you.
Instead embrace your weaknesses and try to make yourself better.
If you don't try. There are 6,697,254,040 other people in the whole wide world who are waiting in line
3. Friends are important.
No doubt. Absolutely no doubt about the third lesson which I learned.
Who you befriends with is very very important.
Stay with the wrong friends and your condemn to life.
Stay with the right friends and your life will be fruitful even if your poor.
Its not the things that make you popular.
Its not the things that makes you famous.
It may not even be the things that you dreamt about.
Have you ever thought about how valuable your friends are?
Without their care and support and sometimes cold water splashing.
Do you think you will be here in your place today?
I cant give you an anwser.
But to me. I am 100% sure that I won't be the one writing this today
if it wasnt for my friends.
All the good things and bad things has made us closer indefinitely!
Think of the time and effort just to see your friends.
They are just doing like you.
But all it takes for a friendship to fail is a thought.
"Nah.. Maybe next time"
Cherish your loved ones before you lose them.
Its not the big things.
Its not the little things either.
But its all the little things which makes the big things.
Perhaps I have made this list before.
But. From the bottom of my heart.
There is not even a way to show my appreciation
My brothers and sisters.
Love them till I can't love them
*In no particular order*
Victor
Melvin
Darren
Gareth
Arul
Kam Mou
Alvin
Seng Man
Joseph
Kah Seng
Yew Chung
Ong Beng
Wesley
Rosheen
Joshua
Chu Jyh
Joaquin
Josh
Eric
Jlun
Felicia
Denise
Elaine
Munyee
Apek
Siewpao
Sotong
Chee Ann
Big head
Hui Xin
Dora
Jia Foong
Melissa
Theresa
There are still many more friends which I cannot list out at the moment.
But you know right that I care for you.
I will cry if I lost anyone of you.
Do you think I should continue to post personal confessions of my friends like the previous 4 friends?
Give me your opinion on my chatbox.
And once again. Thank you for reading my lazy blog =)
Hearts to you.
-Im just waiting to be discovered-
My current idols and stars =)
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It has been so long since my last update.
It has been a busy week / month for me!
So many things to blog but yet so little place!
Actually I am just lazy! =P
So.. Lets get back to the topic!
We shall pick up from 11/9!
11/9 - 15/9
Went to work under ASTRO with beloved friends in Kelantan
First impression of Kelantan after 1 hour in Kelantan
It is an Islamic state.
It is a dog-less state
It is a mouse infested state
It is super scary to walk at night
It has alot of 7-elevens and BATAs
It has also alot of budget hotels...
Wonder whats so nice in Kelantan until need so many hotels.
Work was fun under the sun.
I know what BBQ chicken feels already! hhaha
BBQ-ed!
After a tired day of work. SLEEP!
And our ever lengzai pumping!
His secret to his Godlike skill in driving is...
Sleep in this pose! XD
Salary time and off work.
Tired but feels very satisfied!
Look at my arm for the prove that i worked! haha
After work then got plenty of rest.
I can tell you one thing after work that is.
Once you work like a cow then you would probably will forget your own birthday!
Haha.. FYI
My birthday was on 19th!
I still accept wishes and presents! hahah
So we stayed over at GARETH's place on 17th and 18th
Thanks Gareth for letting us crash there! =) =) =)
GARETH HO's HOUSE! =D
So while we were staying over there..
The GG gang actually planned a surprise party for me.
Haha really didnt expect it because in my life i had only 2 party before..
Sad huh.. haha anyways. i'll let the pic do the talking ok? =)
Everyone super happy! lol.. i wonder why
because she super notty!
Weather too hot =P
Begging for towel.. =(
Got towel and present!
Present from the GG team and my sis
I smell bad meh.. both also buy perfume!! lol
Thank you Victor, Melvin, Darren, Gareth, Apek,MunYee,Siewpao,Sotong,Big head,Chee Ann!!
Thank you soosoooo soooo much!!
Hearts you guys! =) =) =)
Then I got this present from Felicia , Josh, Melvin , Alex, Denise and Eric!!
Omg i was like WTF when i saw this!
HID yo!!!
But sadly today i went to fix it.. the bulb tak ngam.. sad gao gao!
but im still happy guys! thanks lot weh! =) =)
then we celebrated LAM MUN YEE's birthday!
Tmr only update. super tired jor! =)
My current list of brothers and sisters!
❤
Victor DBB
Melvin
Darren
Gareth
Arul
Kam Mou
Alvin
Joaquin
Elaine
Munyee
Apek
Siewpao
Sotong
Chee Ann
Big head
A friend is one of the nicest things you can have, and one of the best things you can be. ~Douglas Pagels
mlm
Most hated person right now
Victor - not DBB
Person L
Person K
They deserve no colour in my blog.
Bastards.
We love without reason, and without reason we hate.
Jean-francois Regnard
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My love. My life. An never ending journey
Since GG Lam, Big Head, Melvin, and Bang Bin did things thats so touching.
I am gonna try to touch them back.
Lets start in the beginning of semester 4
The first day of semester was the worst.
I have to take 5 subjects this sememster.
Public speaking
Maths
Accounting
Malaysia Studies
Moral
I was thinking to myself.
Come on. Get it over with.
Your friends are already in degree.
Your friends are already leaving you behind.
I was ashamed of myself for having sem 4.
I was ashamed and worried that I would'nt get my degree.
But in a blink of an eye.
Its the 13th week.
Today was the last class for me.
All the classes has ended.
In one day, I experienced happiness and sadness.
A mixture of feelings which cant be described.
The most memorable class I had
No... Make it the most memorable and fun class I EVER had is
unexpectedly Moral and Pengajian Am
Being the 2 LAN subject.
I thought to myself.
Im screwed.. Both in BM
But then, as time pass by
I found something in the two class which I have never thought of finding in such a class
I found special friends.
I found Team GG!
I really really want time to freeze now.
its 6.12am of 27 / 8 / 2010
I just finish emo-ing.
And I realised how stupid I was.
Here in my face
Right under my nose.
There are people who care, love and accept me for who I am.
Why should I be sad when I lose 1 person but gained true friends.
These persons showed me what true friends are.
"All for one and one for all"
I am gonna name them one by one because they deserved it.
They are a part of me indefinitely.
The machos!
First off is my good buddy and my hou heng dai
Prince Myvi - Victor Dang Bang Bin
This handsome is the buddy which I met from Sem one where I was still in Sem one.
I missed him dearly in sem 2 and 3.
But how would I know I would meet him in sem 4?
Is this called Destiny or Fate?
He is really a gentleman.
A true friend which took care of me when Im down and drove me around in his white little Myvi
He's a little shy at first. But when you get to know him.
He naughty until explode!
Of course. since im so shy n quiet... he win me la!
Handsome sumore! >.<
Soyabean of team GG
One of the founder in team GG
Second is...
Melvin Aaron Navin - Biker/Rider - Mc Botak
Meet Melvin.
*secret*
I wanna learn his talking skills!
Melvin is a very talented and very very persuasive person
He is great no matter what he speaks.
He tipu you but you wont know one!
The first motorbike I sat was HIS!
The red Kawasaki.
Rode kinda fast. >.< kenot tell here.. later polis come.
Feel the shock!
Later kena heart attack. ish ish.
And he is also the only black bean in the founders of team GG. >.<
Third off is.... do do do do do do
Darren Francis Xavier
Darren is another biker I knew from Melvin.
Aint from Utar but that doesnt mean he isnt one of my brother!
Brother! =)
He is just a sweet guy.
Maybe because he works in pizza hut huh...
Get free pizza from him! wakakak
I first met him at TOS. Do you still rmb? haha
Would think that we would grow so close.
The other banana on team GG.
Soyabean!
The fourth but not the least!
Cheen Yong Tan - Kam Mou - Pak Chin Ko
A funny dude. who like to blow water until it rains.
But its okay! we like to see you blow! hahaha
but most of the time we kenot whether he is blowing anot.
A not-so english person which makes me hard to communicate with him sometimes.. hahah no offence ah!
A good friend and great buddy to have on anybodys side.
Met him through Big head at Bon Dodori ah?
The noisiest guy in team GG.
Keep it up. We need your lame-ness! =) =) =)
Soyabean~
The Senoritas.
Lam Mun Yee - GG Lam - Lam God
GG Lam is the first girl whom when she open her mouth sure got the word GG ang GAO GAO
But it sounds super interesting!
Now unknowly hor.. i copied her! wakakaka...
now she change to pad/pet/pat.. wadever la! hahaha
A very active girl which likes to change ppl and slap people.
But now due to WONG CHEE ANN. she start to pinch people.
PLease do not follow her.. PAIN LA...!!!
She keeps saying she misses us.
hahah who doesnt huh? wakaka
You ah! Don't worry about the future first! when the problem comes only tackle it!
Chill!!!
But no matter what you do.
Support you weh!!
Soyabean!
One of the founder of team GG
Next is...
Khor Wen Xian - Big Head
Probably the biggest head I ever met in my entire life.
AHaa joking la.
This big head is quite good la... also very bad..
Head big hor and like to block road d...
She is a fun girl to hang around.
Speaks manderin with me.
Duck and chicken speak also more clear than i speak with her!
ish ish...
She super geng in maths d...
Thanks to her only i can get so high marks in maths..
And.. she got a face like tissue paper... *pinch pinch*
And her laosai laogong is pigu!
but she say she willing leave him for me wor! lol PIII... pet la you! wakakak
you wan i also dun wan ah! wakakak
sorry ah if i frightened your housemates.. >.<
Soyabean!
One of the founder of team GG
Lastly is...
Wong Chee Ann - LaLa Clubbing Girl - Ish girl
See this picture my bulu chicken also come out edi..
scary like hell...
If you look long enuf you can see
''i wanna go club'' in her eyes!
She whacks and slaps people SUPER DUPER HARD
IF you wanna make her angry or tease her make sure you wear your jacket!
I think if she box you hor.. you confirm fly to africa!
Knew her from public speaking class... the lala girl!
but once you get to know her. she aint that bad! haha
she drives a myvi but she nvr lets me touches it.. sad gao gao!
Soyabean!
One of the founder of team GG
Also not included because due to my sleepiness.
Leovine , William , Elaine, Joaquin, Wendy, Chee Ki!
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