How I wish sleep was that peacefull
Without worry.
Without problem.
How I long for those times again.
Rest
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Pointless.
Seriously, Its pointless.
Really pointless.
Looking back through things didnt even help one bit
It just made things more difficult.
Damn.
Its hard to stay tough on the outside but knowing
in the inside your soft.
Try little one. Try.
Speaking My Mind
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
I would probably regret by making this post.
But bear in mind, humans are not always right.
If you have supporters, still that does not means your right.
I hate, despise, look down, and ponder on a sentence which was said.
Written or said words cannot be taken back.
How I wish it could.
Do you know what it is?
I would post it, but that would just make me regret more.
All I can say is.
Let no one who loves be unhappy... even love unreturned has its rainbow.
There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept,
things we don't want to know but have to learn,
and people we can't live without but have to let go.
We are not the same persons this year as last;
nor are those we love.
It is a happy chance if we, changing, continue to love a changed person.
Ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me...
The problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me,
I am still walking.
Its just that the wind is blowing strongly blinding everyone's sight.
You won my heart.
You accepted my heart.
You embraced my heart.
Now, it does not want to come back.
And I have no intention of asking it to come back.
Cant I just buy a new heart?
Labels: Life, Problems, Update
Bak kut teh
Went for bak kut teh with elaine aka mummy
Delicious and yummy!
Then went back.
Gave her a heart attack.
But luckily she never puke.
Going back to my house I realised I hated some phrases!
One tough cookie.
Monday, June 28, 2010
I am going to be one tough cookie!
Even I got bitten.
I will try to move on.
Realized that in happiness we find ourselves.
In happiness we find the things we want.
I am going to be happy.
Not only for myself,
But for my family,friends
And most importanly.
For You.
Overconfident.
There are so many people who said this to me.
You are way overconfident / over your head.
I have listened to them but I never did a thing.
Today's experience was a wake up call.
Overconfident can be your worst enemy when your doing something.
Be not underconfident nor overconfident , but just be confident.
Needs to learn to be humble and soft spoken.
Endings.
Sunday, June 27, 2010
It pains me even to say this sentence.
But I think its the right thing to do and say.
Its akward. Really akward.
Things are not the same, yet it looks the same.
Avoiding stuff and doing stuff that I like and dont like.
The final chapter has finished.
It has been long since I finished reading.
Just dont have the heart to put down such a good book.
And maybe someday, we figure all this out.
MIsunderstanding.
The word MISUNDERSTAND is really a word to be afraid of.
Nobody wants to be in the receiving end of it.
It creates problems and confusion.
One may say they know it all.
But the other may say they dont know anything.
Before you pass judgement or decision upon others.
Look at your own reflection to make sure you really understand thing.
Wanderer
Saturday, June 26, 2010
If I had the chance to do it all again.
I would grab that chance without doubt.
But there is a single thing that I would like to change,
I would avoid all my foolishness and mistakes.
It would be nice to be able to do it all again right?
Sometimes people think they know stuffs.
Sometimes they are right but sometimes they are wrong too
"You will lose your pride and honour.
If you choose to continue to walk this path"
All the best in all undertakings for all =)
Currently direction-less and point-less.
Existence in exhalation.
Mr.Peace
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Auu Mmmmm....
Peace is deep in the heart.
Peace will be silence to the heart.
Calm down and relax.
It will do miracles.
Aaa Mmmm.....
Peace =)
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Heart
It is true that smart people once openly declared that
"The heart does NOT lie"
No doubt it doesnt because it thinks what you are thinking.
But have you ever think about this question?
-Did I hear wrong?
Yes, it maybe be true that the heart does not lie
but have we actually paid attention to it?
A heart is born through feelings.
A heart is mould through friends.
A heart is complete with love.
A heart without any of this 3 is incomplete.
Heart for heart.
Love for love.
Till death do us part.
Give it a thought and start to pay attention.
Because when you start to SHUT UP
You might listen to something.
Labels: Update
Whatever
Monday, June 21, 2010
Do as you please.
I will not interfere nor will I object.
Your happiness will be my upbringing.
And your sadness will be my end.
Lets look forward.
Towards change.
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
We will have nothing to lose.
We have the whole world to gain.
Be free and listen to your heart.
Walk the road that you love.
Do not regret after taking on that path.
Because life is short but meaningful.
We meet new people everyday
We meet new friends everyday
But the day we lose friends are still ahead of us.
Do not sulk in the corner for they are still hidden smiles in your heart.
Holding the one you admire or love will be the greatest experience that absolutely no one can steal.
wishes #20
Oh my.
Time passes so fast right?
Yeah. ʇı ɥɐs bǝǝu 40 dɐʎs.
And I actually realised that many things have changed
From the way we dress, to the way we talk.
Time definitely has its way of changing people.
I do not understand everything but I do understand what I am required to understand.
I do not know mind reading. So I am still hoping that your happy and glad.
You are still in my heart and I solemnly hope that you will find peace and fun with those elegant hands.
Things are different. No matter how many times I press undo.
It just would not go back.
I do not require earthly goodness.
I just require your happiness and smile.
And it does not matter if I see it or nor.
This will be the last wishes that I will have.
Things are different. So are you. So am I. I hope.
"Nothing, absolutely nothing but You."
wishes #19
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Did I made the wrong turn?
Did I made the wrong choice?
Did I made the wrong decision?
If I was wrong than so be it.
I stand by my decision.
I still am proud that I made that call.
Did you ever made the wrong call?
Did you regret?
You do not need to let other people know.
You know it and that is sufficient.
Never hope it could end.
Labels: Life, Problems, Update
wishes #18
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Although your gone now.
Your smell and presence with me
Is still very strong.
Do not be scared to venture out now
I am still behind you.
It is just that you would not let me follow you sometimes.
Thanks for being a big chapter in my life
wishes #17
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
I just want to scream out all that is in my heart
I just hope that nobody ever listens to them
I want to shout it out,
But I do not want people to listen.
Can I speak my mind?
wishes #16
wishes #15
wishes #14
There are certain things which I am in no place to help.
There are certain cases which I am in no place to advice.
There are also certain places which I cant go.
But be assured I am still here.
I am still around..
I hope you understand that.
Friends needs each other.
Refuses to let go.
But there isn't and other way.
