A few more days then it will be our finals.
Time really flies.
Although this semester was supposed to be a long sem.
It sure felt shorter than any short sem.
Damn.. Im getting nervous about the exam.
Im getting hesitant to move forward.
Im worried that I will lose my close friends. (not to death that is)
Really really in a daze.
How could such a simple thing turn into such a mess?
There is something to look forward to after the exam.
But what if I can't make it?
Stressing myself to make a decision which I don't want to make.
Once again to lammy.
Don't stress yourself out too much.
There are both pros and cons to your choices.
Both choice also has its hidden agenda.
No matter what you choose.
We will still support you geh.
Like I said. Life has no right or wrongs.
Life has only right or left.
Right and wrong are derived from humans!
Listen to yourself.
Just gotta listen to that little fella talking inside.
❤❤❤❤❤
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My love. My life. An never ending journey
Since GG Lam, Big Head, Melvin, and Bang Bin did things thats so touching.
I am gonna try to touch them back.
Lets start in the beginning of semester 4
The first day of semester was the worst.
I have to take 5 subjects this sememster.
Public speaking
Maths
Accounting
Malaysia Studies
Moral
I was thinking to myself.
Come on. Get it over with.
Your friends are already in degree.
Your friends are already leaving you behind.
I was ashamed of myself for having sem 4.
I was ashamed and worried that I would'nt get my degree.
But in a blink of an eye.
Its the 13th week.
Today was the last class for me.
All the classes has ended.
In one day, I experienced happiness and sadness.
A mixture of feelings which cant be described.
The most memorable class I had
No... Make it the most memorable and fun class I EVER had is
unexpectedly Moral and Pengajian Am
Being the 2 LAN subject.
I thought to myself.
Im screwed.. Both in BM
But then, as time pass by
I found something in the two class which I have never thought of finding in such a class
I found special friends.
I found Team GG!
I really really want time to freeze now.
its 6.12am of 27 / 8 / 2010
I just finish emo-ing.
And I realised how stupid I was.
Here in my face
Right under my nose.
There are people who care, love and accept me for who I am.
Why should I be sad when I lose 1 person but gained true friends.
These persons showed me what true friends are.
"All for one and one for all"
I am gonna name them one by one because they deserved it.
They are a part of me indefinitely.
The machos!
First off is my good buddy and my hou heng dai
Prince Myvi - Victor Dang Bang Bin
This handsome is the buddy which I met from Sem one where I was still in Sem one.
I missed him dearly in sem 2 and 3.
But how would I know I would meet him in sem 4?
Is this called Destiny or Fate?
He is really a gentleman.
A true friend which took care of me when Im down and drove me around in his white little Myvi
He's a little shy at first. But when you get to know him.
He naughty until explode!
Of course. since im so shy n quiet... he win me la!
Handsome sumore! >.<
Soyabean of team GG
One of the founder in team GG
Second is...
Melvin Aaron Navin - Biker/Rider - Mc Botak
Meet Melvin.
*secret*
I wanna learn his talking skills!
Melvin is a very talented and very very persuasive person
He is great no matter what he speaks.
He tipu you but you wont know one!
The first motorbike I sat was HIS!
The red Kawasaki.
Rode kinda fast. >.< kenot tell here.. later polis come.
Feel the shock!
Later kena heart attack. ish ish.
And he is also the only black bean in the founders of team GG. >.<
Third off is.... do do do do do do
Darren Francis Xavier
Darren is another biker I knew from Melvin.
Aint from Utar but that doesnt mean he isnt one of my brother!
Brother! =)
He is just a sweet guy.
Maybe because he works in pizza hut huh...
Get free pizza from him! wakakak
I first met him at TOS. Do you still rmb? haha
Would think that we would grow so close.
The other banana on team GG.
Soyabean!
The fourth but not the least!
Cheen Yong Tan - Kam Mou - Pak Chin Ko
A funny dude. who like to blow water until it rains.
But its okay! we like to see you blow! hahaha
but most of the time we kenot whether he is blowing anot.
A not-so english person which makes me hard to communicate with him sometimes.. hahah no offence ah!
A good friend and great buddy to have on anybodys side.
Met him through Big head at Bon Dodori ah?
The noisiest guy in team GG.
Keep it up. We need your lame-ness! =) =) =)
Soyabean~
The Senoritas.
Lam Mun Yee - GG Lam - Lam God
GG Lam is the first girl whom when she open her mouth sure got the word GG ang GAO GAO
But it sounds super interesting!
Now unknowly hor.. i copied her! wakakaka...
now she change to pad/pet/pat.. wadever la! hahaha
A very active girl which likes to change ppl and slap people.
But now due to WONG CHEE ANN. she start to pinch people.
PLease do not follow her.. PAIN LA...!!!
She keeps saying she misses us.
hahah who doesnt huh? wakaka
You ah! Don't worry about the future first! when the problem comes only tackle it!
Chill!!!
But no matter what you do.
Support you weh!!
Soyabean!
One of the founder of team GG
Next is...
Khor Wen Xian - Big Head
Probably the biggest head I ever met in my entire life.
AHaa joking la.
This big head is quite good la... also very bad..
Head big hor and like to block road d...
She is a fun girl to hang around.
Speaks manderin with me.
Duck and chicken speak also more clear than i speak with her!
ish ish...
She super geng in maths d...
Thanks to her only i can get so high marks in maths..
And.. she got a face like tissue paper... *pinch pinch*
And her laosai laogong is pigu!
but she say she willing leave him for me wor! lol PIII... pet la you! wakakak
you wan i also dun wan ah! wakakak
sorry ah if i frightened your housemates.. >.<
Soyabean!
One of the founder of team GG
Lastly is...
Wong Chee Ann - LaLa Clubbing Girl - Ish girl
See this picture my bulu chicken also come out edi..
scary like hell...
If you look long enuf you can see
''i wanna go club'' in her eyes!
She whacks and slaps people SUPER DUPER HARD
IF you wanna make her angry or tease her make sure you wear your jacket!
I think if she box you hor.. you confirm fly to africa!
Knew her from public speaking class... the lala girl!
but once you get to know her. she aint that bad! haha
she drives a myvi but she nvr lets me touches it.. sad gao gao!
Soyabean!
One of the founder of team GG
Also not included because due to my sleepiness.
Leovine , William , Elaine, Joaquin, Wendy, Chee Ki!
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It has been 119 days since it happened.
That thing which left me in a daze.
Left me in the dark.
Left me hanging by myself.
Eight months of being together.
And that together just came apart.
Never thought that I would have the courage nor effort to write this.
How have you been doing?
I hope your in the pink of health.
'If it is yours, then let it go, if it comes back then its yours, if it does'nt then it was never meant to be'
It is the most memorable thing you ever said to me.
Guess it was never meant to be?
Or did you even try?
You tell me we are still friends.
You told me we will be like best friends.
You told me that I could still find you.
You told me we could still be close.
And you made me promise to forget about you.
And I dumbly agreed while holding back my tears in which I failed.
August 25 will be the date I remember.
It is your birthday.
I couldn't even lift my voice nor my fingers to give you a wish.
All because of one sentence.
But nevertheless.
I can't change things which already happen.
Guess you probably adapting well.
If you think that I the one who is not talking and doing all the ignoring.
Then I deeply apologize.
I have no defence on behalf of myself.
You tell yourself listen to your heart.
Because the heart doesn't lie.
Did you listen to it?
Or did you just ignored it?
I wish you wouldn't end up with a jerk like me in your future relationship.
I fully wish that you will still laugh and have fun
Laugh, eat, dance or whatever that makes you happy.
Thank You for being my first.
And thank You for being ever so forgiving.
The only regret I have when I am with you
Is not telling how much...
It doesn't matter anymore.
Goodbye.
As always I am still one step behind.
I hope with the help of everyone.
I can get over this obstacle.
Thank You once again.
And sorry.
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Team GG is the first team that I met in UTAR
Team GG is also the team which I got my first ever FULL mark.
Team GG is also the first team to go to Cameron with me driving!
Team GG is also the team which we made so much noise until auntie also mlm us.
Team GG is also the team which I meet friends which I never met before.
Team GG consists of 30 people. (less i think)
Team GG isnt a rasict group!
We got black bean and soya bean also!
Team GG is also the team which watches each others back.
Im glad Im part of this team.
If we continue this attitude.
I think we will be called Family GG...
Thanks guys for being there with me in times of uncertainty.
Pumping
Don't worry. Its not your fault!
Lose phone only ma..
CAn buy new phone.. dun worry.
Maybe my old phone still wans me leh?
Dun worry! haha dun emo ah!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Wen Xian
Thanks alot ah..
But i nvr emo lor.. simply say!
later i no reputation ah..
but really thanks to you big head lor!
indeed a big head friend! GOOD FREN! haha
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Melvin, Mun Yee, Jake, Kam Mou
thanks alot!
you guys are the best..
nxt time when i rich i keluar porsche for you all =) =)
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
YOU
Today is the 24/8
Tomorrow is your birthday.
Wish you happy birthday
May your wish come true in any way possible.
All the best in your future undertaking.
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