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Finally there is someone who approaches me and ask the question which I feared for so many days.
Your name and that word doesn't sound right no matter how many times I hear it
You may say that I am not mature or I am naive.
If it is so then so be it,
It has been really hard on me.
Just living and breathing with the thought of not having someone is really bothering.
But now, when that question finally appear again after so many days of absenteeism.
I still don't know what to answer.
My one and only response is it was mutual with a dash of a smile.
Smiles. Yeah. Thats the thing I onced loved.
Wish I could see that once more.
The question is followed by : Do you hate her?
Be assure that what I say here is truly from my heart.
NO I DO NOT.
I do not wish to hold grudges towards someone who was and is important to me.
I do not wish to hold grudges towards someone who was and is important to me.
I just want to be friends. I am sometimes stupid. I can't put on my happy face 24/7
But when someone shows me face and stops talking to me what do you expect me to do?
Smile like an arse and laugh like there is no tomorrow?
I hold nothing against you.
I will give this friendship another chance if there is another chance.
You may say I am being too sensitive and bla bla bla... the list goes on and on and on
But this is my opinion and what I feel.
Don't I get a say in my feelings?
I have finally solved the question in my heart.
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