A secret is amazing you know.
It bonds people together.
It helps a few individual feel closer to each other.
Brothers and sisters share this secret and uphold this secret only to those worthy of knowing.
A secret is also devastating to a relationship.
As more and more secrets are kept from one individual.
We tend to avoid that person and mark him/her as an outcast.
Often afraid that the person would ruin things.
Things are even worse when they used to share secrets.
Remember the times that we shared secret and laugh it out when the beans spilled?
Remember we poked each other to tell secrets?
Remember we tease each other?
Remember the time we shared?
Do you?
If you do then what are you doing now.
Im not saying you should tell me all your secret.
But mind you.
Don't whisper secrets in front of a person which you don't intend to tell.
How many things do I know?
Lets just say..
I know less than what you guys thought.
Do brothers and sisters treat each other like this?
Maybe I am wrong.
But just look back.
If I am wrong.
Tell me.
If your wrong.
Tell yourself.
If you don't
then there is pretty much nothing that can be done.
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Sometimes when a given duty has priority over all other stuff.
Family always comes after God.
And then comes friends.
Its sad when you are flying aeroplanes to your friends.
I deeply apologize if I made any empty promises in the recent times.
There is just no doubt in me that family comes first.
Blame it on teaching or ethics.
Sure I am complaining about doing things sometimes.
But that doesnt change one fact.
That is. You still have to do it.
Thats why the phrase like
"DUTY ABOVE ALL"
"SERVICE TO MANKIND"
I may no be a doctor nor a nurse.
But when it comes to taking care of people.
I try to do my best.
Yea. I missed out alot of fun things.
But I am trying to balance a few things at once.
Current status of nicholas aw.
Family - Yes
Busy - Yes
Money -Broke
Love - None
Heart -No idea
Friends - No idea - sorry if i ffk-ed -
Car - Soon gonna go.
Happiness - 50:50
Lost in thoughts.
After so much seriousness on top.
Lets have some laugh okay.
If not funny then forgive me
All this bloopers are true!
1.Bought WRIGLEYS chewing gum (in a black box) and my auntie thought i bought condoms.
2.Thought my grandfather's boxer is my grandma's undergarment
3.Lost to a kancil in a stop-go race.
4.Went shopping when one girl call me korkor.. -mind you.. i think she's older-
5.Asked a cashier where is the "bags" section in manderin. She anwsered back in manderin. Making me ask yet again in English -.-
6. What I thought is a secret is not longer a secret.
7. I slipped on a banana skin. =.= they ARE slippery.. -.-
8. Did a wheelspin in an old benz and got shocked. Panic-ed because never expected it
9.Drove my grandma home. She said. "You usually drive like this? Ahgong drives faster..."
Trust is fragile.
Secrets are fragile too.
Mind you please?
Im sorry its all words. My internet connection is limited.
Will update WITH pictures soon okay? =)
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Its never easy to let go something which you cherish.
Time heals wounds.
But time doesnt help with pain.
As long as my heart and yours beats differently.
We shall continue to live happily with or without each others consent.
It is better if things stay the same way.
Things are falling apart gracefully.
Maybe someday we shall meet again and laugh at our silly mistakes.
I wish you have a smooth relationship with everyone that you care about.
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Its not that of money.
Its not because of things.
It is also not because that your pretty/handsome.
It is because I care for you as a friend.
-dedicated to vdbb,lmy,lsh-
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Not all those who wander are lost
We just like to express ourselves differently.
But most of us are lost.
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On the first page of our story, the future seems so bright. And this thing turned out so evil,
I don’t know why I’m still surprised.
Even angels have their wicked schemes and you take death to new extremes.
But you’ll always be my hero, even though you lost your mind.
Means so much yet it does'nt mean anything.
Being stabbed in the back hurts.
Yet the one who can cure it is
the one who stabbed you.
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When will we know our trueself?
Is it by cheating and deceiving people to gain their wealth and pity?
Is it by playing and fooling around with peoples feelings?
Or is it that you use your 'attractiveness' to charm people?
You will only know your true self when you meet true friends who don't act like bastard/bitches.
Do you have good friends like that?
One is hard to find.
Two is near impossible to find.
Three is impossible to find.
And right here I have 3 wonderful friends.
Who are walking with me right now.
DO you have such friends?
Or do you have snakes and wolves on your back?
I loathe people who wears masks and pretends.
Still amazes me till today at how good you people are in it.
If I ever grow up to be successful.
Don't worry. I will surely nominate you people to the Oscar Awards.
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This few weeks will be busy.
Very busy.
Have to take care of ahgong and take care of him + do things that he usually does.
Today is officially the day i took over.
Its super tiring.
When i work i feel like sleeping. Because I have to wake up early.
When i sleep i really dream about taking care of ahgong and wash dishes. Because that is the MAIN thing i do.
After ahgong's eye is okay.
then its my auntie's turn.
then ahgong again
then auntie's.
I will die if the list gets any longer.
Work work.
Salary?
Give you eat celery got la! hahaha
Sometimes things are not meant to be understood.
It is meant to be felt.
When the love for someone isn't fading or goes away.
It plays nasty tricks on you.
Sleep early .
Wake up early .
Work like kuli early .
=)
Take care yea my friends.
I love every single one of you as much as my own family.
Thats right except for 2 fren la..
Because I heart them more! wakakak
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Yesss....
Today I fanally get to play sims3 already.. been dreaming it for 2 days jor..
Actually no la.. never play sims before..
so im super curious! haha
Wanna play!!
Its in my NEW external hard disk! =X wkakaka
so i need to bath nice nice only touch it..
Cant wait for it! =)
And hor.. If you want lend things to Victor Dang Bang Bin..
Dont!
He will spoil it geh! XD
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Since two of my best buddies complained saying this blog very emo.
Then I post some happy stuff la...
Yesh.. I am saying about you..
Victor Dang Bang Bin!
Lam Mun Yee!
But have to kinda agree with them la..
Because when I emo only got feel to blog! hhahaa
If you guys are reading this..
Mind using the chatbox? haha vry lonely la...
Ok la.. back to the topic.. no more advertisement! =)
It has been nearly 2 months if im not wrong since our(if you can relate) holiday started.
After semester 4 we got the 3 months break.
I was looking forward to it actually.
But now hor.. Nearly wan to fat mou edi.. Mushroom also start to grow on my head le.
The activities I mostly do now is...
1.Facebok
2. Sleep
3. Eat
4.Facebook.
Lifeless..
I want to work ah! No money le.
Yesterday I got rm325 from melvin.
Used 150 to buy external hard disk yesterday.
Used 50 bucks buy earphone today.
Left 125.
My gosh.. work till like cow but spend so fast. >.<
Really missed the classes and the fun times which I share with my classmates.
Cute boy!
LoL let you guess who more cute la! haha
Hmm.. perhaps the most epic picture I have in my lappy.
Haha I love this picture!
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Have you ever cried for someone?
Have you ever cared for someone?
Have you ever think of someone and giggled?
Have you ever think of someone not because he or she is the opposite sex?
Have you ever treat your friends as buddies/brothers/sisters?
I have to admit.
With one hand I can account for all the friends that I had cried for.
I have cared for alot of person I hope.
I always think so stupid things and laugh like an idiot frequently.
Yes. I think of someone because I feel there is a connection between us.
Not just as in a boyfriend nor girlfriend.
Just best of friends.
And finally yes. I treat most of my friends as buddies/brothers/sisters.
Do they treat me back the same way?
Only they themselves and God knows.
This dreadful month I lost a sister.
Though I wasn't that close to her.
The pain of losing her is still hard to bear.
Life is so fragile right?
I mean one moment you could be laughing and giggling.
But the other moment. You could be leaving all your friends and relatives without saying goodbye.
Have you ever said "I love you" to your loved ones?
Love is very subjective.
It could be shown to parents, lovers, siblings, buddies and enemies alike.
This week. I send a message to my parents saying
"I love you mum/dad. Stay safe yea. God bless"
Both replied nearly the same way.
"Love you too son"
That feeling of assurance of someone who loves you as much as you love them is amazing.
I cannot describe it due to my lack of language skills.
Even if I try. The best word I can think of is ESTACY .
To those who care about someone.
Take a minute of your precious time and show your love to your loved ones.
No matter how simple it maybe.
You will never get bored of that feeling!
Girls sometimes over think stuffs.
Boys sometimes under think stuffs.
If you expect to find perfect partners. Either marry yourself or your mirror.
I miss you Chloe. =*(
You in your Vios.
and your ugly P
Your expressions to people.
Your friendliness to people.
I will never ever in my life forget your smile.
A smile which makes other people smile too.
A smile that I am working so hard to get.
I hope that you will watch over your friends and relatives.
Go in peace and rest assured.
Bye my love.
Amist this mourning period and being sad and emo-ish.
Who could have thought that you could creep into my mind.
Friendship doesn't end nor fade.
Its just the ignorance of man and women alike.
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