Today was my first day of exam in sem 4.
The subject was Public Speaking
I would kill myself if I had the chance.
The last part I could not even do.
All i could do was bullshyt and try to think of some convincing points.
30 marks gone just like that.
Just because I overlooked one topic.
And after finishing this exam.
Felt stressed up because of my own overconfidence.
Because of this feeling.
I was streched to my limit.
As im writing now.
Im partly asleep.
Slept for 2 hours.
Then continue studying...
Guess this routine will last till I finish my exam that is on 7th.
I wish I can tough it out that long.
Its so stressful being in an exam.
Who the heck made exam huh?
Butt itchy?
But in this exam, I also realised that ..
my overconfidence sometimes really is the major weakness.
If i have no confidence, i Have none at all
If i have confidence, I have too much.
Bullock. But this has never gotten me far
On my limits.
Trying to exceed it.
Can I?
I am seriously doubting myself.
4 subjects to go.
Till I say bye bye.
Damn hate this bye bye..
Should I shift to INTI? haiz...
Can I get the instruction manual on life NOW?
If you see this. Please don't ask.
I just don't wanna talk about it.
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